don’t post things on the internet that will come back to bite you in the ass.

gunna lose myself in the music at the rave on friday, consume large amounts of mdma and for those 8 hours i will be truly happy, then bam the euphoria, happiness, acceptance and sense of belonging all goes away and i go back to square one with all my shitty little problems. Maybe i’ll overdose and certain people will get their sick little wish come true.

i wish it was possible to cut and have no scars.

Life is just an evergoing battle to try and get one up on everyone else because its what everyone does to you. Gotta play the game i guess.